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[July 12, 9:21 am] |
ok so yesterday was my first day and it was ok... a lil boring at times..but easy. im working 3 days from 10-5 and then sat and sun night! thats a lot but oo well...money!
anyways the weekend wasnt as good as i thought it would of been. i was saw justin for like 4 hours the whole time he was here... and half of that time was just us being upset over not being together. its so hard!!!!!! i hate it!
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[July 9, 10:39 am] |
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OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!
MY BABY IS HOME FOR THE WEEKEND!!!!
im so happy...i missed him so much!!! i had so much fun wit him last nite! just me and him again! i love it!
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[July 7, 5:48 pm] |
i got a job!!!! im so happy!
well not that happy but still at least my parents will shut up...i got a job at big louies in pompano...i start on monday...i kno a lot of ppl that work there but w.e its a job/...then i can get my car!!!
things wit justin are good...talk to him everyday and hes comin home soon!!!! im so excited to see him...things really arent that different since he left...we are still together so its all good!!!
thats all....
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[May 31, 9:48 am] |
Prom Pictures!
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[May 25, 10:40 am] |
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ok so i got my journal back... anyways nothing new same old shit...my baby is leaving so soon...im gonna die!!! its gonna b crazi...we are so inlove and its just gona be over...but i now that i will see him alot cause we wont be able to stay away from eachother!!! and we are gonna be together once i get out of this hell hole of a school!!!!! i hate this...its gonna be so hard! hes the only thing i think about 24/7!!! last nite was great...he was gone since sunday and i hadnt seen him and i was sleeping and i get a fone call from him and he hes out side my house!!! i thought he was still in orlando...it was so great!!!! AHHH he is so perfect!!! and my mommy loves him!!! i love that! ok well off to math so i can be a good girl and get good grades!
--i love him--
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[May 3, 10:18 am] |
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lies lies lies! here it goes again...but w.e they are just making themsleves looked crazier....lol i think iso funny how people still cant dget out of my life and just leave me alone...let me to be happy wit my bf!! we are so happy together...get over it...move on.
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[April 26, 7:54 pm] |
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funny picture from the weekend!
totally in there.....and they were trying to take care of me....hahah
me after i woke up and walked to circle k at like 2...i looked so retarded!
craziest nite!....so much fun...
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[April 25, 10:02 am] |
omg!!! omg!!! omg!!! crazi ass fun weekend!!! ok so...
friday- i think i went to the beach wit some ppl and then hung out wit steph and julie...oo yea i did go to the beach! then friday nite i went to my CPR class wit billy....we are able to save your life now!!!! lol that so boring but the lady so funny. then i came home at like 9 and arthur picked me up and then we went and picked up so shit, meet up wit steph and went to the boat docks for a lil...then i came home.
saturday- I woke up a fucking 6 in the morning bc my dad wanted to go fishing! so we got on the boat at like 7 wit my dad, my stepmom, and my dads friend! ahh it was such a loong day on the boat wit them.... then i went to this pinic thing for my dads fishing club. BORING! my mom came to pick me up from there and wanted to stay...ahhh!!! i was so ready to get out of there! so after that i went home for like 20 mins...took a shower..picked up chandi and went to dana's thing. holy shit!!! that was so much fun! it got so crazi. we were all on the baloncy for like 30 mins and in that time the whole room got trashed...it was so messy!!! so the manger of the hotel comes in and starts yelling about us having to pay 500 for the room and to get the fuck out if we arent sleeping there! and that BSO is coming. so everyone left....i went wit justin and chandi dee erin jackie and steph all left in her car and we meet up wit them at the park...when i got there i was ok for like 10 mins and then i just felt so sick and fall on the ground.. jst laying there!!! i got so sick...i couldnt even picked up my head out of my lap! so i passed out in the truck for like 3 hours while justin chandi and dee were having a pinic somewhere?? lol i dont remember much from those like 4 hours. when i woke up and like 1...i was totally ok...didnt feel bad at all! it was so werid! we went back to dees house and the four of us slept there.
sunday- boring day....got up late and sat around...steph and jackie came over to picked up me and deee....had some drama to deal wit like always!!!!!! then just drove around and did wat we do...lol then i went home adn slept some more...
over all good weekend...
**MAN!!!...fuck you! lol steph i love you!
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[April 20, 9:50 am] |
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Well let me just start off by saying.....
HAPPY 420!!!!!
ok so i start off this great day by hangin out steph jackie ryan and jeff! then we went to go see andrew at his house and chilled there for a lillte....me and jackie just sat there laughin...i love that girl. then i wanted to coem to school like a lil good girl bc i didnt want to get in trouble on this day that would suck...my mom for sure knos wat the GRAND day is. SO im going to take my math test and do my online work then fuck 4th hour bc i have a sub!!! hell yea.... steph is picking me up and we are going to have a great fuckin time like always!!!!! me and jackie always have to rock the dark sunglasses...**got to hide it and they will never kno** lol
I love justin so much its so crazi!!! hes all i think about and i kno that we are so happy together! its gonna be so crazi when he has to leave me...but he will visit and everything will work out! ahh i have fallen hard!!! its about god damn time!
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[April 19, 5:24 pm] |
ok so today i did one of the dumbest things i have ever done...and i have done some dumb shit!!!! im so close to losing the person that means so much to me...hes the best bf i have ever had! he so perfect! he treats me like a fucking princess and here i go fucking up the shit that is actually good in my life! i hate myself for the things that i do to people that just want to be there for me and care about me! i dont kno wat is wrong wit me and y i just cant be the way everyone wants me to be. I would give anything just to take back every fucked up thing i have done to people over the past 3 years. im just a horrible person when it comes to the ppl who love me. there are so many ppl that just look out for me and just want to be there and i just push them away! when ppl ask me y i do the things i do...i have no answer bc i dont kno y i cant just let that one person get close to me. i have hurt so many ppl bc i just do dumb things and i dont even want to do them! thats wat is so scary about it all....i never want to do the things i do. it makes me feel like shit but it keeps ppl from gettin to me.
i think that i found the one person that got through to me...he broke through the wall i seem to have around my heart. he made me feel like it was ok to actully fall for him.. and i wasnt scare of gettin hurt for the first time! and i fucked it up!!!!!!!!!!
i spent the whole day cryin in class...every like 10 mins i would just start cryin for no reason! i dont kno wat is wrong! its been a long ass day...
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[April 13, 10:08 am] |
i hate school!!! lets just start wit that lol...but w.e i have to be here...i have to pick my classes for next year and im gonna just work my ass off next year and get all my classes done wit so i wont have to shit my senior year!!!
I found out some really bad news yesterday!!! a person really close to me is moving away to a different fucking country!!!!!! im gonna lose my mind! im gona miss them so much! even though we dont see eachother all the time now like we use to...when we are with eachother, just hanging out we have so much fun!!! he knows everything about me...right down to things my best friends dont even kno! i had some of the best time in my life so far wit him!!! its gonna be so crazi to not be able to pick up the fone and just call him to talk!!!
then on to the fact that I am losing justin as well!!! this summer is gonna be full of broken heart!!!! so many people that im so close with are going away!
Even steph!!!! ahh wat am i gonna do with my lefty!!! but i kno i will be ok cus my two best friends will never leave me!!!
anyways have to finish my math homework for next period!
<3<3 katie
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[April 6, 10:26 am] |
ok so we had to go to this drug thing where this kids parents were talking to us about how they lost their son to drugs and all the reason not to do them...it was so sad...i cried a lil. its scary bc i kno alot of people that do pills and i care a lot about those ppl and i just worry! but i made a promise to myself about a year ago that i would never do any of that because of wat it has done to my brothers...im way to scared and i actually liek my life. i will never want to put my mom throught wat she went throught wit my brothers..and i never want to be anything like them! yea i might smoke a lil pot, but im not running around being a pill head...that shit is just not wroth it to me...just thought i needed to write all that down and i hope that some of my friends figure it out liek i have...
i love justin!
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[April 4, 9:31 am] |
on thursday i didnt go to school bc i had to go see the doctor again and then go get blood work done and chest xrays! it was such a long day of talkin to ppl and tryin to find out wat the hell was wrong wit me! so they put me on more med. and said that if i get sicker they will have to put me in the hospital...my mom was flippin out! it was so funny!
this weekend was boring...i went to the beach on friday wit chandi dee jen ian nikki and frankie. dee got really pissed at me bc ian wouldnt pick her up and somehow that was my fault and i was a bad friend...hes not my bf and its not my car! so w.e she wouldnt even talk to me and she started in on how i dont care about my friendship wit her and how i choose guys over her all the time and dont even care! yea fuckin right!!!!! but w.e i guess it is all worked out now...then i came home and slept till 10 when i got to see justin!!!
on saturday i slept in till like 5 in the afternoon, then i woke up and i wanted to go do soemthing but NO my mom has to be a bitch and tell me that im still to sick!!! so i sat at home all nite wit steph and justin and watched movies...boring day!
sunday i went to the beach wit chandi and julie...it was so nice outside....but i got really burnt! i love it! lol then came home and went back to sleep...man i slept so much this weekend!
now im in class and i dont want to be here at all!!! school is such a waste of my time!!! goin to sleep bc theres nothing better to do in this class! i hate research, such a BS class!
katie <3<3
i<3justin
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[March 29, 9:32 am] |
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ahh i had the best day yesturday with my wonderful BOYFRIEND! i love him so much!
but i also have very sad news! JUNE 25 is gonna be a horrible day!!! my baby is leaving me for college!! we are both gonna cry so hard! but me and steph are so gonna go visit him! its gonna be ok i guess well atleast thats wat he keeps tellin me....:(
anyways moving on...spring break sucked!!!
i was sick for the first half and wasnt allow to see anyone! so gay then once i got better i was still grounded so i had to be home at like 10 everynite! i hate my mom when it comes to that shit! i got to spend a lot of time with justin and ALOT of time wit steph like always! but i feel like such a bad friend sometimes!! i didnt see two of the most important people to me all break!!! chandi and dee! i hate that...my mom is always yellin at me for not seeing all my friends that i have known forever! but i kno that my two best friends understand and still love me!!!! i got see an "old friend" during break...and it was so nice just to talk wit them.
OMG i hate school!!! i just cant wait for this weekend already!! i can actually got o the beach!
well back to billy me and missy laughin about his icon! lol its so fucked up! but i cant help but laugh! we are all goin to hell! lol
____katie <3
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[March 19, 5:21 pm] |
i miss all my friends so much!!!! toga party tonight...hope everyone has fun witout me!
i cant wait just to see people again!
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[March 17, 7:30 pm] |
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new layout!!!! its so pretty!!!!!!!!! look at it!!!!
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[March 5, 12:02 pm] |
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[March 2, 10:23 am] |
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ok the past few days have been ok...me and justin are ok and everything is goin good! sam has promised justin that she would stop if i did...and i did..so thats all w.e now. Not everyone is gonna like me i kno that...but i hate when ppl have problems with me for dumb reason. oo well some people just don get along well and ppl get pissed at lil things and never let them go..i kno bc i do the same all the time! i say i hate all these ppl and everything but when i really think about it i have no reason at all to hate them, and if i did hate them for some kind of reason, its over and done wit by now and im just still hate that person and i kno that i shouldnt be like that. so im gonna try ans stop and be a good girl! no shit talkin anymore! other then that things with my parents are 10 times wrost then they have ever been! my mom is just losing her mind and she thinks that i lie to her about everything!! which i really dont, im actually more honest then most my friends when it comes to wat im doing and who im wit. but they just dont get that! and then my DAD...o god! he is just making everything worst by tryin to help me and my mom be nice to eachotehr! all of sudden in like the past 3 months my dad has started callin me everyday and comin over to check wit me and make sure im ok! well im fine and i was fine b4 him. i lived since i was 6, knoing that he was living 10 mins from me and that i would have to see him from time to time! and now that im older hes tryin to help. everone says that a lil girl needs her dad in her life...well im not a lil girl anmore...the damage was done a long time nad i have gonna over it, but no here he comes tryin to be superdad now that i am 16!!! a lil bit late! hes all "im your father, the things i tell you are for your best and im here just to help you" if he really wanted to be my dad he could of tryed a long time ago. i grew up wit one parent MY MOM and this other parent that i saw when my mom told him to come and visit me...and now im dealin wit two parents yellin at all the fuckin time! i kno that my dad has alwayys cared about me and he is my dad but he didnt act like it while i was younger so thats the way i think about him now...he cant just start now...especally when it comes to me getttin in trouble!!! he has no right to punish me! he doesnt kno wat goes on at home between me and my mom! he just thinks that im an out of control bitch that lies all the time bc thats wat my mom tells him about me! and he wont even listen to my side of things ever! ok im done!'
-katie <3
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[February 27, 8:17 pm] |
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o yea...i almost forgot to talk about wat happened wheni talked to justin about the shit sam talks!! lol HAHAHA i win!!! lol justin say that she has no idea about how hes feels about me and he didnt even talk to her for a like a week and then he left for NY!!! lol hahaha so funny to me! hes like i dont even talk wit her about you and she has no right to say shit that ISNT TRUE!!! ahh thats just so great!!!! hes like dont even listen to her she has no idea wat the hell shes talkin about and shes just pissed bc your so happy!!! lol HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHa thats all i have to say about that HAHAHAHAHAHAH
I LOVE JUSTIN!!!!
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[February 27, 7:02 pm] |
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